"Honestly, I'm Mad at God!"
Published: Tue, 11/22/16
That's what Jacqueline said in her email to me yesterday.
She got my attention right away.
So I opened her email.
Here it is:
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I AM DEPRESSED.
I understand the lady that said her prayers
don't get answered. That's how i feel. i have prayed,
pleaded begged but nothing.
I feel like God mockes me. I ask for a job he gives me
a good position in a company that can't pay me. i ask him
for love he gives me a man that cheats on me with everything
and anything.
I feel numb. i feel betrayed and abandoned.
He said he wont give us more than we can handle but he pushes
me to consider suicide how much is too much for him? honestly
am mad at him.
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As I sat considering this email, another email
hit my inbox at that instant.
Without thinking, I clicked it open.
Here's what I saw:
(It's a bit long but please bear with me - there's
a life lesson embedded here).
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Dear Elisha,
Writing to thank you for your continued support and above all
glorify the King of Kings for his faithfulness, unconditional
love and for fighting my battles.
Since I joined the Prayer Academy I have been blessed with
the spiritual gift of discernment, answered prayers (which are so many)
and getting to know things before they happen (this has been a warning
in times of great danger).
I have warned my husband severally of something that I feel is gonna
happen way before it happens and urged him to pray with me. If we join hands
and pray against it, it never happens but if we don't then things get
bad as I had warned before.
I have always have terrible dreams from a very tender age.
Am always fighting evil creatures in my dreams, like tonight. Am always
in battle but am really thankful to God coz He always helps me fight them.
My secret has been terminating them and even burying them and covering
the grave with the cross (this victory happened after joining PA).
A room mate from my neighboring country once told me to stop praying
in the house and instead do it in the church. She said that was not a
church for me to use it for praying. This same person has been using
witchcraft charms to our surprise, we once found them in the bathroom after
she had forgotten to clear them while going for duty.
This person has never seen or heard me praying coz I do it in
private whenever she's around and go wild in the bedroom whenever am alone.
It was such a shock to hear that from her. My response to her was
that I would never ever stop praying, whenever wherever.
Her telling me not to pray in that house was a confirmation that
I was sending havoc in the camp of the enemy and this even explained
the continued battle in my sleep.
Coz if I sleep at my husbands I never experience this. After this,
I continued praying with even greater vigor since I knew I was destroying
the work of the enemy. God has been faithful and I have been allocated
another room. Glory to God.
Another testimony is that I prayed with my mom when she had developed
a big lump on her breast and eventually it disappeared. The doctors had
said it was a cyst and gave her lots of medication which did not go well
with her health but am proud to say she is well now.
The lump just disappeared. Jehovah Rapha.
After sometime I started having this severe pain in my breast too and
there was this big lump and I told God,
'You did it for my mom, I know you are gonna do it for me too.
This is your temple and the devil cannot plant his belongings in your temple,
I reject breast cancer in the mighty name of Jesus'
Am happy to testify that it is no more.
My sister also had a miscarriage and after praying for her she's pregnant
again in one months time and very sure she'll have her baby coz we serve
a faithful God.
Your prayers have helped me and so many people around me.
God bless and keep you. So grateful I found you.
- Betty K
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Praise the LORD.
It took me just minutes to come to the realization that...
Jacqueline (Email #1) was NOT talking about the same God
that Betty is referring to here (Email #2).
If you read Betty's email carefully, you will notice
she began by saying:
"Since I joined the Prayer Academy I have been blessed with
the spiritual gift of discernment."
Right there... you see the difference.
She is doing exploits...
... because she knows the God she's serving.
The other one? Not so much.
By the way, I checked her records (Email #1).
As far as I can tell, she has never participated
in any of the programs -- not even the f'reely available
ones.
I did reply to her email ... and I wish her well.
As I told our Platinum members ...
There is a massive spiritual surge making noise
just on the other side of the horizon.
We are approaching that place right now; we are on
the cusp of a great spiritual (and economic) awakening…
As you take part in these prayer programs...
Please recognize that you are participating in history.
Congratulations to those signing up for one program
or the other.
The LORD is training you to demonstrate His kingdom
wherever you happen to find yourself... just like Betty
and thousands of others right here.
If you've NEVER joined us at the Academy,
please think about this:
Do you want to be like Jacqueline ... or like Betty?
You alone decide.
Be An Overcomer
elisha
PS:
Congratulations to all those signing up for the
next Prayer Academy starting Nov 25...
... where your hands are trained to war and
your fingers to fight (like Betty).
For those yet to join, next Prayer Academy